Identity

Do I look for a job, any job that would be a paycheck?

Would any company hire a middle-aged woman?

What have I got to offer?

or

Do I hold out and try to find work in my field... the arts?

Should I spend time creating a curriculum for a course or courses I'm not teaching, but would be ready to offer once I found a position? Or, do I spend time looking for the position?

and

What about making art? When will I get back into that rhythm?